i hope...

Sometime i know something cannot be forced,

yet i still wanna try..

because i believe in hope...

although the turnout might not be what i want it to be..

but at least i try..

and i am left with no regret...

although i feel kind of pain and down.

but...

One thing GOD taught me..

no one in the world is bound to be alone,

I believe my Someone out there is coming slowly toward my direction. :)

So nevertheless..

i still have countless of hopes for what its going to happen in my future..

:)

God bless~ <3

Regret

R E G R E T...

The most frequent cause of regret for what we have done is because its effects interfere with what we would do now. 

i am really regretting why haven i treasure the chance when i get during secondary school or 2years ago? 

i should have study well that time right? i should have plan well for my future right?

22 years in life.. never did i feel so regretful.. i know i was given chance.. not once..not twice but tonnes.. but i did not treasure.. who will know ever since i joined nursing.. the feeling of inferior is getting stronger and stronger and i really dont like the feeling. :(

Sometime...It is human nature to want to go back and fix things or change things that we regret, but can we? 

who can go back and turn the clock back to when we are all 18?

its is really disheartening at time when one say: " you will not know how i feel as we belong to the different ranks.", "what you do is way simpler than what we do..dont compare." 

i know i dont have any thing to say back when they say this, be it on purpose or not... it is really.....hurtful..

Of all Sad Words of Tongue or Pen, the Saddest are these, "It Might Have Been."

Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when i wish i can go back to how things used to be but i just can't because things have changed so much. 

BUT...

If I could go back in time and fix all the mistakes I made,i know I wouldn't.... because it has made me who I am today.

Just because someone messes up once doesn't mean that within time they can't find a way to change for the better.

I know the chance is waiting for me again.. This time i am going to grab it tightly and never let it go again... for i want to prove to that people...Hey.. i can be at your rank too.. i can do what you guys can do too. Even through i take more time than you people..

but for this i wont regret.. because i believe Without pain, there would be no suffering, without suffering we would never learn from our mistakes. To make it right, pain and suffering is the key to all windows, without it, there is no way of life.

:)